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Oh dang, I won't be able to update a lot this coming week. I will be stuck and buried with all my reports, projects and ssignment. I also have a pending demonstration next friday. >_<

Oh dang!

Travelling Chapter 3.^^

Well, I'm really happy that I have finished writing the third Chapter of my fiction. Hooray for me.XD

Here it is...

Chapter 3
A little too close


Changmin’s words are still floating inside Jaejoong’s head. It made him feel uneasy and not able to feel sleepy. He just rolls over his bed, looking for a right position to doze off. He turned over to face Changmin’s bed and saw him sleeping peacefully with a slight smile on his face.
“How can he sleep like that?” Jaejoong told himself.
He was like that until his eyes felt tired and closed. Just as he was about to fully enjoy the pleasure of being in dreamland a sudden sound of a movement caught him back to reality. His eyes abruptly opened and for a second, tried to adjust to the sudden opening until it noticed something different from the previous view before it closed. The person lying on the bed beside him had disappeared.
“Changmin?” Jaejoong said
He rose up from his bed and went to look for Changmin. He searched the entire household but he found no trace of Changmin.
“Where did that guy go?” he once again wondered.
“Maybe he went outside”
Jaejoong went outside. He searched at the back of the house, the garden and the tool shed and ended up failed. It was cold. Though he’s only wearing his pajamas he didn’t mind the cold mist. Finding Changmin, is what concerns him the most. He thought of other places he could possibly go and first one to come was the river. And so, he went to the river. Alas, he found Changmin there standing, looking afar. Jaejoong draw a smile on his face- a smile of victory for finding his Maknae.
“Changmin!” he shouted.
But, Changmin did not move. It’s as if he did not heard of Jaejoong’s call. Suddenly, Changmin ran.
“Hey wait” Jaejoong said. He followed Changmin.
Changmin went across the river and to the forest. Jaejoong just followed him.
“What could be the reason that made him ran like this? Like, he saw some monster or chasing something.” Jaejoong thought to himself while following Changmin.
In the forest it was dark but the moon gave them guiding light. It was a very eerie feeling for Jaejoong but, he didn’t mind. At last, after long minutes of running and chasing they have come to an end. They stopped somewhere in the middle of the forest.
Jaejoong bend with his hands upon his knees. He was catching his breath from the running but managed to clearly state this, “Dang, Changmin. Finally you stopped.”
Changmin turned his back and faced Jaejoong.
“Hyung, why are you here?” he asked
“Hey, don’t tell me that you didn’t even noticed that I was following you since you ran from the river?” Jaejoong said.
“You were?” Changmin replied
“Geez, are you numb? “ Jaejoong said irritatingly
He stands straight, feeling a little relaxed with his hands on his hips.
“Oh forget it. Why did you run anyways?” Jaejoong inquired.
But before Changmin could reply Jaejoong saw something unbelievable, just a little ahead from where Changmin is. His eyes got big, that something, brought shivers down his spine. He blinked his eyes simultaneously trying to shrug it off as hallucination but, it wasn’t. There standing before them was a winged lion. Its wings spread with dignity. Its regal position and fearsome eyes made Jaejoong’s mind filled with fear and adoration.
“What’s that”, Jaejoong uttered softly pointing at the winged lion.
“Ahh…well..That’s a Feltera. It’s what I was following.” Changmin replied while scratching his nape.
“So, you were following that…that creature?” Jaejoong asked with confusion.
“And you even know its name.” Jaejoong looked at Changmin puzzled.
“Well,You see…”
But before Changmin could finish his talking the winged lion ran again heading to the bushes.
Changmin once again followed it.
“Hey wait!” Jaejoong shouted.
“Not again….” But he has no other choice so he did it again; he followed Changmin and the winged lion.
They went straight to the thick bushes. He swayed his hands to pave his way through the bushes. Finally, he was out. But, something made his victory turn into nightmare. A totally different view surprised him. The velvet sky from a few moments ago was now gone. The moon at its fullest is also gone. It was now replaced by a bright blue sky and the king sun on its highest position. Birds chirping sounded from the owl’s eerie noise before. There, not far away from where he is standing is a river. But not the typical river, its color is changing from time to time; from red to blue, from white to green. Yes, it was really not an ordinary one. Then something caught his attention. Something wiggly and slimy on his right foot is moving. He looked down and saw a snake, no, it was not a snake. It seems like a snake because of its shape, but it has 4 legs; two on the front, a few centimeters away from its two heads and the other two on the rear. It has ears, like that of a raccoon. Realizing that it was an unknown creature and its disgusting feeling that it gives to Jaejoong, he wiggled his foot making the creature be thrown away.
“Eoww…that’s so. Ahh…Yuck” Jaejoong looked at the slimes the creature left on his foot.
“Hyung!” Changmin shouted.
Jaejoong looked to where Changmin is.
“Changmin” Jaejoong uttered with relief.
They smiled at one another. Both feeling relieved seeing each other, looking totally fine. Well, except for the slime on Jaejoong’s foot.
“So you’re telling that you have been to this world before?” Jaejoong said with surprise.
“Yes.” Changmin replied
The two are now sitting upon the rocks beside the color changing river.
“And that, you have seen that winged lion before.” Jaejoong added.
“Yes.” Changmin’s replies are short but with precise.
“You know, all these things are so weird and ridiculous.” Jaejoong said. He covered his face by his hands.
“I know hyung, but you have to believe that these are all true.” Changmin said to Jaejoong convincing him that all of the things that they have seen including the Felthera are true and not just a product of their imagination. Jaejoong remained silent.
Back at their world…
Junsu woke up feeling the call of nature, he went to the bathroom. After making a reply in the bathroom, he saw the door of Jaejoong and Changmin’s door open.
“Ha?” Junsu uttered.
He checked inside the room and found two empty beds. He was shocked. He checked the whole house searching for the two. Just when he couldn’t find them he decided to wake YooChun and Yunho.
“Hyung!” He woke Yoochun
His squeaky voice made Yunho wake up as well.
“What it is?” said Yoochun with his eyes still close hugging his pillow.
“What’s the matter” said Yunho who is now sitting cross legged on his bed.
“Well, you see. Jaejoong hyung and Changmin are missing.
“What!” YooChun immediately rose up upon hearing what he had said.
“Have you searched the entire house?” asked Yunho with a serious face.
“Yes, and I didn’t find them.” Replied Junsu
“Okay,let’s search for them.” Yunho said
“Aren’t we going to tell the others about this?” YooChun inquired
“No..don’t tell anyone yet. If they knew that those two are gone they’ll go biserk.” Yunho said.
The three went outside to search for the two.
“Could they have been kidnapped?” Junsu said nervously
“Kidnapped? Impossible.” Yunho said
“Let’s look through the forest” Yoochun suggested.
They crossed the river to reach the forest. Their small flashlights that they brought gave light to their paths.
“ Jaejoong! Changmin!” shouted Yunho.
“It’s so scary.” Yoochun said caressing his shoulders. Yoochun has been a cry baby when it comes to dark places. Add the velvet colored sky, the moon on its fullest and the creepy sounds of the nocturnal animals, makes Yoochun more scared.
“Don’t worry Hyung nothing’s going to happen” Junsu assured him with a smile.
“Don’t lose sight of each other. Just stick with the group. We might end up finding ourselves lost too if you go on your own.” Yunho said.
“Okay.” answered Junsu and Yoochun.
Suddenly, a shadow moved fast on the thick bushes.
“What’s that?” Yoochun shockingly uttered.
The three flashed their lights on the thick bushes. It was just a cute little deer.
“Pheew, I thought it was something.” Yoochun said with relief, massaging his chest.
Then he turned to face the two but all he saw was the trees.
“What!? Hey, where are you two? If you’re just making fun of me by hiding well, it’s not funny guys.” Yoochun remarked.
“Who’s that?” Yoochun shouted when he heard a sound of a movement in the thick bushes.
“Junsu? Yunho?” he asked while walking slowly towards the bushes. Then, he reached his hand to sway the thick bushes.
“Guys?” he said
Suddenly, a shadow jumped from the bushes and covered his face. His flashlight fell on the ground.
Back at Pandora…
Jaejoong and Changmin are still sitting on the rocks when a sudden noise made them stood.
“What’s that?” Jaejoong said.
“I don’t know but, it sounds like horses running.” Changmin replied.
“Let’s look.” Changmin said
They went to where the sounds were coming from. They hid their selves behind a big rock. There they saw seven men wearing black armors, black helmets and holding swords and arrows and bows. They were forming a circle like they were trying to secure something.
“What are they?” asked Jaejoong
“I don’t know. It’s the first time I’ve seen them.” He replied.
“Aren’t they the Thumberlaines?”
“No, thumberlaines are small. These people are about our same height.” Changmin said.
Changmin focuses his eyes on what the people on black were circling. There he saw two small creatures hugging each other. It came to his realization that the two creatures were the Thumberlaines; Augustus and Enya.
“It’s them, the Thumberlaines.” Changmin said
“Where?”Jaejoong asked.
“There, they are what these people are trying to avoid from escaping.” pointing at the center of the circle formed by the black men.
“Tell me where the human is!” said fearsomely by one of the men. He was the leader.
“We don’t know what you are talking about.” answered Augustus
“The tubas saw you with the human.” said the leader
“I sent the human back home! I did not want him on this world as much as you.” said Augustus.
“It’s not going to help you Thumberlaine. All those who get in contact with humans must be eliminated!” said
Then the man raised his sword. The Thumberlaines closed their eyes waiting for it to slash them. Just as he was about to sway it towards the Thumberlaines, Changmin stood up.
“Do not harm the little ones!” Changmin protested.
“It’s me that you want. Leave them alone” he added.
The men looked at him and so is the Thumberlaines with surprise.
“Changmin, what are you doing?” Jaejoong asked
“So, you are still here human?” said the leader
Jaejoong couldn’t hold himself anymore and stood beside Changmin.
“And you have brought a friend with you.” said the leader when he saw Jaejoong.
“Seize them!” The leader ordered his men.
Then a flash of arrow hit the leader. He fell from his horse. His followers panicked.
“We are under attack!” shouted one of the men.
Then, they were showered with arrows. Changmin and Jaejoong covered themselves but the Thumberlaines were left unprotected. Jaejoong saw the two creatures and ran towards them.
“Hyung! It’s too dangerous!” cried Changmin.
But Jaejoong continued running towards the Thumberlaines. Flying arrows are everywhere but Jaejoong seemed unafraid.
“Let’s go little ones” said Jaejoong
“He guided the little ones behind the big rock.”
“There you go.” Jaejoong said.
“Thank you, young man.” said Enya
“Hyung watch out!” Changmin shouted.
But it was too late a sudden sound of a fast approaching arrow came and Jaejoong fell on the ground.

To be continued….

New Year's Resolution 2010

Yes, another year has come to our lives. A new start, a new set of days to fill with memories. Thus, another year to change and turn a new leaf.

I've thought carefully of what I should do this 2010. Thought carefully of things I should change, particularly the BADS. ;)

1. NO to procrastination. I should make good use of my time. Time Management will be on the top list this year.
Last 2009 was a disaster. My schedules were broke. Dang! Thanks to my BAD TIME MANAGEMENT many things were not done properly and on time. MMDA is also to blame for partially. Their road constructions delayed many things....geez.~_~

2. Be more thrifty! No to frugality. I must save, save save!! Year 2009 was so extravagant. I bought many senseless things and TVXQ's album is excluded.;)Well, I tink I might cut off some of my eating habits. Must have a diet! LOL
If I won't save money, I won't be able to buy TVXQ's Albums under UR set to be released this January.>_<

3. Be more.....sociable but not necessarily friendly. ;) Stay true to myself and keep off the bad grass.

4. Should not be Skeptic.

5. Love Jaejoong more than Yoochun. ;)

6. Love my family and God more than anything. ^^

7. Be more hardworking and diligent.

8. Eat healthy foods. huh?

9. Take care of my notes.

10. Buy something.....LOL


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God guide me, my family, love ones, friends and TVXQ

Travelling 2nd Chapter..XD

Chapter 2
The World of the Unknown.


“ Arghhh…ouch..” uttered weakly by Changmin

He felt a sting of pain from his head and touches it. He saw blood on his hands.

“Damn!” he shouted.

“What the heck happened?” Changmin wondered.

He tried to remember what had happened and the last thing that he could vividly remember is that he was falling from the ground crack while the winged lion watched him fall down with the fierce eyes. And after that, he just found himself helpless on this unknown place with a bleeding head.

He wandered his eyes to where he is now. But the only things that he could see are leaves, bushes, and trees. The sounds of the birds chirping can be heard clearly. He looked up and saw a bright blue sky.

“What the heck. Where am I? He once again asked himself.

Changmin gathered himself around and stood up. He examined himself thoroughly looking for any casualties he had from the fall aside from his head. Fortunately he found none. But, he looks ridiculously wasted.

“Dang, if the others saw me like this they would probably be laughing their ass off.” said Changmin with the tone of self pity.

“I better find the others. Bet they are already worried for me.” , Changmin said.

He walked and walked but the only things that he could see are the ones he saw after he woke up.

“Are there only trees and trees and trees here?” he said irritatingly.

He has been walking for hours and he couldn’t seem to find people he can only find insects and …trees. He sat upon a rock under the orange tree leaves when tiredness came to his system.

“Damn, no food, no water. How can I possibly survive?”

Suddenly something caught his attention specifically his sense of smell.

“Hey, wait. Do I smell food?”

Changmin abruptly stood and followed the trail of the smell. Oh yes, when it comes to food Changmin can certainly smell it though he is a hundred feet away from it. And by that ability Jaejoong called him “ Maknae the Dog”.
And finally, he has found the source of the smell.

“Oh yeah!” he snorted. His stomach was now reacting to the smell. It’s now making sounds- sounds of hunger.

He found the root of it all under a big tree. He can see the smoke from the cooking finding its way outside the gap of its branches.

“Wow, the tree is cooking?” changmin puzzled.

He went closer to the tree to witness the “COOKING”. Just as he was about one foot from it he heard someone.

“What are you doing here?” with a small quite eerie voice. It was squeaky, the sound that can be compared to that of a small child. Changmin turned around and saw the source of that voice. He stepped back but he fell down when he stumbled upon a rock.

It was a small man. Its face like that of an old man- wrinkled. He has a beard as white as snow and is wearing red pants and a white tunic with colorful accessories hanging on his neck. His eyes are round which can be compared to a cat.

“Wha..what are you??? , he was so scared he can’t even pronounce the words with clarity.

“What are you doing here?” the creature inquired. You must not be here. You…you HUMAN!” the little creature shouted more like of a demand than a question. Its minute hand pointing at Changmin. Its eyes full of anger and fear.

“I don’t even know why the heck I’m here.” Changmin retaliated with fear.

“Augustus!” shouted by another little creature that came out from the tree. It was a she, Changmin presumed. It was wearing a green skirt and something that looks like an apron for the top. The she-creature is holding something that looks like a small spoon so small that it looks like a toothpick.
Changmin could no longer move from his spot. His body froze from all these shocking creatures that are talking and standing right in front of him.

“What are you doing?” the she creature asked the he-creature called Augustus.
“You are not supposed to talk to him” the she-creature demanded.
“But, Enya I didn’t mean talking to him. I saw this human trying to sneak at our home.”, Augustus reasoned.

“I don’t mean any harm. I happen to smell something good from your place. And, I couldn’t help but to follow it because I’m too hungry” Changmin said to the small creatures.

But, it was not enough to prove his good intentions. The creatures were not satisfied. Their faces were still flagged with suspicion and doubts.

“Why are you here?” asked Augustus.

“Well, I don’t really know why I am here. The only things that I could remember is that I was following this winged lion in the forest and then the ground started shaking and it split then I fell on the crack and the next thing I know is that I’m here.”. Changmin narrated.

It seems this reason was more valid enough than his first and the creatures are partially convinced. They whispered at each other. Changmin remained frozen at his position.

“So you were following the winged lion? I guess, you are an accidental passer”, said Augustus.

“Well sort of…I guess so” Changmin answered.

“Well, do you happen to know the way home?”, Changmin inquired.

“I know a way back from your world”, said Augustus

“Really!?” he quickly got up not even bothering the numbness of his body.

“Can you help go back to my world? Please take guide” Changmin uttered with plead.

“Well, I will help you go back. We don’t want you here either” said Augustus.

Sounds good but it somehow stung a pain on Changmin’s side. It makes him seem like an intruder- an unwanted and useless person on the creature’s world. Thus, he was a threat to the balance of their world.

“Ahmm..Mister Augustus. If you don’t mind can I ask for something first?” Changmin inquired with shyness.

“What is it human?” Augustus replied.

“Well, you see….”

A familiar sound was heard. Changmin scratched his head with his right hand and the left on his stomach.

“I see. Don’t worry young man. You can first eat before you travel with my husband” said Enya.

“Augustus, my dear, let us first let the young man eat. His body seems really needing it”.

Augustus just nodded his head in agreement and the couple creature guided Changmin to their little home- under the tree.
Changmin is a tall man and he had a hard time squeezing himself in entering the narrow pathways of their home. He could not go further under so they decided to bring the food outside.

“I’m so sorry for giving you burdens”, Changmin said shyly to Enya.

“It’s okay young man. It was not your fault that you came to this world.” she said assuring Changmin while serving him food.

Enya served the food on somewhat a coconut shell. Serving Changmin food on ‘their’ bowl wouldn’t be enough- imagine the size.

“I understand that it must have been hard for you”, she smiled.

Changmin took a spoonful of the food which the little ones cooked. He examined it first. It seems like porridge but with chunks of meat and vegetables. He no longer prolonged his agony and ate it. After some chewing and gnawing he said to Enya. “This is good! Really! Delicious!” He continued eating the food and finished the whole bowl of it in just a nick of time.

“Ahhh……that was really good”, Changmin relieved and more than satisfied.

“Thank you very much!” Changmin said happily to Enya.

“No problem young man and thank you for the praise” replied Enya.

“Come on! Human! Let us go and we have a long way to go” said Augustus.

“Yes sir!” Changmin replied

Changmin waved goodbye to Enya and he went off.

On their journey Changmin saw remarkable creatures that he wouldn’t even have imagined could exist. Fishes that could fly, snakes with two heads, frogs with 4 eyes and what the heck…….fairies.
What made him most fascinated is the river that changes its color, from blue to yellow to white.

He was so fascinated that he didn’t even took notice how far they have come.

“Ahmmm…excuse Mr. Augustus”, Changmin inquired while they were walking.

“What?” Augustus said

“What is the name of this world?”

Changmin’s face why curious. He wants to know everything about their world.

“Our world is named by our creator”, he replied

“Your creator?”

“Yes.”

“Does this mean that this world was created by someone?”

He was shocked to know that they know who their creator was. Unlike he’s world- the earth, whose creator remained questionable.

“It’s not that we have seen him/her”

Changmin looked intensively at the little one.

“All we know is that this world was created by someone who is powerful”.

“This world, human, is called Pandora”

“Pandora…what a beautiful name”, he whispered to himself.

Finally, they have reached their goal. Changmin saw a cave. Outside it are trees with leaves of different colors- like a rainbow. Big boulders on its top and vines that hangs covering the entrance to the cave.

“There, human. That’s the way back to your world” pointing to the cave.

“Are you sure? I’m going to enter that creepy and dark cave?” Changmin uttered with fear and doubt.

“You do not have any choice. That’s the only way that you can pass”

Changmin has no other choice. And he was also lucky enough to meet this creature and help him being an intruder in this unknown world. He walked towards the cave but before entering he thanked the little creature.

“Thank you, Augustus for helping me”

“There’s nothing to be thankful for. I don’t want someone like you in this world and its better off your gone” replied Augustus not looking at Changmin.

“Ahmmm..one last question” Changmin said.

“What are you creatures called?” he asked.

“We are called thumberlains” he replied.

“Thumberlains?”, he said

“Another one, do you happen to know what that winged animal is called?” inquired Changmin

“It’s a Felthera” Augustus answered.


The thumberlain turned its back and set off to go back to his home.

Changmin entered the cave without hesitation. He wanted to go back on his own world, the world which he originally belongs to.
He walked without visibility not sure whether if on the other side he can see light or none at all. After a few more steps it was total darkness. Changmin became nervous. He cannot see anything not even a small spark of light. He can only hear his uneven breathing and fast beating of his heart. But still, eagerness prevailed and triumph over fear. He continued walking and finally, he can see a light. It was growing as he walks towards it. He walked fast …..He ran as fast as he could. He reached the light and finally he was out of the cave. The light he saw was the light from the house they were staying at.
He examined his surroundings he was on the river bank. He turned around expecting to see the cave he went through but none he found instead he saw trees and bushes.

“What the heck?” he said to himself

He remembered his injured head and once again touched it. He could feel a bulk and blood has dried. He took a glance at his self and yes he looks wasted. He ran towards the house, straight to their room. He was hoping that people would be looking for him but there was none. All of the people inside the house are peacefully sleeping like nothing happened from what Changmin was expecting.

“Impossible, I must have been gone for almost a day. They must have been looking for me. What’s happening?” he asked himself.

There in the room, he saw Jaejoong sleeping. He was on the same position when he left him. He glances at the clock. It was five minutes past midnight.
He recalled that he went outside exactly at midnight.

“Dang, so does this mean that I was just gone for five minutes?” he wandered.
He was confused but there was a feeling which was very dominant at the moment. He was happy. He totally loved what had happened to him. An adventure which no else could ever imagine, he smiled.

He quickly changed his clothes. He did not want the others to take notice of his “wasted wardrobe” when they wake up. After changing he went back to his bed and the smile of happiness did not left his face.

“I’m such one lucky guy” he said to himself proudly.

He went to sleep and drifted on his stream of unconsciousness. Dreaming about the Thumberlains, Felthera and the unknown world he has been to- Pandora.

Changmin wants to go back. He wants to once again witness its admirable existence.


Morning….7:00 am

Everybody was awake and is eating breakfast on the riverbanks. But Changmin was still nowhere to be found
“That boy’s getting a bit lazy these past few days” said Yunho after biting a loaf of bread.

“He likes sleeping. You can’t really blame him we are on the countryside and the feeling of some relaxation” Micky said protecting Changmin.

Jaejoong is standing on the river side taking pictures of the view. When, Changmin suddenly tapped his shoulders causing him to be startled.

“What the?!” Jaejoong shouted.

“Oh Sorry Hyung, I didn’t mean it”, Changmin said with a sorry tone.

“You’re giving me heart attacks Changmin”, Jaejoong said his hand oh his chest.

“Oh sorry, I made you worried for the the second time”, Changmin said

“That’s okay Maknae, no matter how many heart attacks you gave me it’s okay as long as you can say sorry” Jaejoong said with a wink.

“Hahahaa…..so you think you can handle more?”

Changmin looked at him with a serious face.

“What do you mean by that?”, Jaejoong asked

Changmin replied a smile at him and Jaejoong became more puzzled.
That look on Changmin’s face made him nervous but he can smell something far more exciting.



To be continued….

My very first ever FANFIC.

Yes! At last I did it. I have written my very first fan fiction featuring TVXQ!
I entitled it.."TRAVELLING"..:P

Here it is...

“Where the heck did that camera go?” uttered innocently by Jaejoong but his tone is somewhat scared and bothered. Their room was a mess, everything is scattered everywhere. He searched the whole room but no camera was found.

“Dang! I’ll be dead if someone finds it.” Jaejoong said.
“ What camera?” “What the!?” Jaejoong shouted with surprise.
“Easy man, it’s just me.” Micky said with a small smile on his face.

“You scared the hell out of me Micky.” Jaejoong said.
“Sorry, I didn’t mean to startle you. By the way, what was that camera you are looking for? Micky asked.
“Nothing, well you see I have some important pictures in that camera. Before I went out this room this morning, I left the camera inside the drawer but when I came back I checked it and it was gone.” Jaejoong said.

“Maybe, you just misplaced it or something.” Micky said.

“You know me Micky, I’m not the type of person who looses his things easily.” Jaejoong said with pride.

“Hey guys! Manager’s looking for you. We are about to start the photoshoot.” Yunho said standing by the door.

“Okay, we’ll be there” Jaejoong said.

Yunho wandered his eyes on the entire room. “Man, this room’s a disaster. What the heck happened? Were you attacked by aliens?” Yunho said jokingly but with disgust.

“Alien my butt.”. “I’m looking for my camera.” Jaejoong said with irritation written all over his face.

“ Memory Gap?” Yunho said.

“Not a good joke Yunho.” Jaejoong said.

Suddenly, Junsu appeared. “Hey guys! Manager’s getting angry.” “What the heck?! Were you stormed?!” Junsu said with shock. Looking at all the things scattered on the floor.

“Well, son, your mother lost her precious camera.” Yunho said with teasing tone.
“ Oh the camera?..” Junsu said

“Enough with the camera, let’s just go and start the photoshoot. Camera can wait.” Jaejoong said while walking towards the door.

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On the photoshoot.

“Hey, where’s Changmin?” Jaejoong asked.

“I thought you guys were together.” One of the staff said.

“No, Changmin left earlier than me.”Jaejoong said,
Suddenly, Changmin appeared .

“Sorry guys, I’m late. I was outside doing something good that I didn’t notice the time.” Changmin said.

“Something Good?” uttered by Junsu with a weird look.

“Hey! My camera!” Jaejoong snatched the camera off Changmin’s hands. His face like a child who found his MOST PRECIOUS TOY.

“Oh, sorry I took your camera without first taking your permission. It’s just that I couldn’t help using it immediately.” Changmin said to Jaejoong with a sorry look and tone.

“Immediately?” questioned Micky.

“I saw a peculiar animal this morning while I was looking outside from the window. I wanted to take a picture of it before it runs so I took Hyung’s camera quickly and ran outside.” Answered Changmin

“Im sorry hyung, I took the camera without first asking you….”

“Apology accepted” assured Jaejoong.

“Come on guys let’s start the photoshoot.” Said Yunho while clapping his hands.


After the photo shoot, everyone took the chance to take a rest on the river banks. Their photo shoot location is on the countryside far from the busy and noisy ambiance of the city. Chairs and tables are set, foods and drink are served and Changmin’s eyes are wandering.

Junsu noticed Changmin’s eyes and took the chance to once again make fun of him.

“Having a hard time to pick?” asked Junsu with teasing tone.

“Ahahah, not really the food …” Changmin answered

Yunho tapped Changmin’s shoulders.

“Don’t be shy man, we know. You’re eyes dilate in front of foods” Yunho teasingly said.

Micky noticed that difference of Changmin’s reaction..It wasn’t that same reaction before when they tease him.

“Something’s bothering him.” Micky thought

“Chome ohn guys! Food’s getting chold” Jaejoong shouted with food filling in his mouth holding a plate with a variety of food on it.

“Yes! Come on guys. You know I don’t want food waiting for me.” Changmin excitedly uttered pushing Junsu towards the table. The other two followed.

While eating, Micky was conspicuously examining Changmin’s every move. He smells something wrong.

“Something must have happened when he went outside.” Micky’s thoughts were continuously making speculations.

Micky has been the group’s most sensitive member. He knows the members very well. He can easily know if they have problems and such. No matter how much the other cover their feelings he can tell.

After the mouth watering meal they had the staff and members went back inside the house to continue the photo shoot. Just as Changmin was about to stand on his seat, Micky confronted him.

“Can we talk for a moment?” asked Micky with a worried look on his face.

“ Sure, well what is it about anyway?” inquired Changmin puzzled about what could be Micky’s question.

“ Could we go somewhere private?” uttered Micky while looking around them.

“ What?......okay..sure.” he pronounced the words with hesitation and confusion.

They went at the back of the house far from the sight of the others, far enough not to hear what they are about to discussed.

“What’s wrong” questioned Micky holding Changmin’s shoulders.

“What are you talking about?” said Changmin with a puzzled look.

“You can lie to the others but not to me Changmin.” Micky said.

“What happened when you went outside this morning?”

Changmin’s face now became nervous. Fear and rejection is written all over his face. Cold sweats are starting to flow down his face and his hands are shaking and his breathing uneven.

“Hyung, you would not believe what I’m about to tell you.” Changmin said.

“If I tell you what happened you would think I’m a psycho or something like that. You would definitely laugh at me” reasoned Changmin.

“No I won’t Changmin. I won’t laugh.Just…just tell me what the heck happened okay? You’re driving me nuts with so much speculation.” Micky uttered with irritation and tone of assurance.

“Okay, here it goes.” Changmin started

“This morning, I was looking outside the window when I saw this kind of animal. But not your usual animal on the zoo or even animals they show on National Geographic Channel. It’s body of a lion and hyung..it has wings!” Changmin said with excitement and amazement.
“ I took the camera wanting to take a picture of it and show it to you guys. But, when I went outside it was gone.”

Micky’s eyes got big from surprise and was about to laugh but took hold of it by biting his lips.

“Lion with wings?” said Micky with suspicion.

“Are you watching too much cartoons again?” Micky asked with disappointment.

“See, that’s what I’m talking about. You won’t believe.” Changmin retaliated.

“It’s true hyung. I SAW A LION WITH WINGS!” Changmin said

“Changmin, you know we love you right?” Micky said.

“Hyung, I’m telling the truth.” Changmin said with a begging tone.

“Okay, if you’re insisting that you saw that kind of animal then fine. I will not tell the other members about this. Let’s just shrug this off as hallucination. “ Micky said.

“Hallucination? No, Hyung, I’m not having hallucinations!” Changmin answered.

“Changmin, look, no one would believe you if you tell them something like that. They’ll think that you’re some kind of a psycho.” Micky told him logically.

“I’m not a skeptic person Changmin. I won’t judge you like that easily.” Micky assured him.

Changmin knew that and was relieved that at least someone like him would not judge him easily for that.

“Thanks Hyung, but….I really saw one.” Changmin said

“Hmmmm…..let’s go back inside. The others might be looking for us by now.” Micky said while guiding Changmin towards the house.

“I really saw one…I’m not hallucinating” Changmin continuously shouting in his mind.
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That night……

Jaejoong as usual is quickly dozed off and was already on the stream of his unconscious mind. But Changmin, wasn’t. He was still thinking about the animal that he saw. He can still remember its fearsome eyes and majestic figure. The eagerness to see it once again just continues to overflow inside him. The more he wants to shrug it off as hallucination, like what Micky told him the more he wants to think its existence.
Not being able to sleep, he went outside to feel the night breeze hoping this could help relax his uneasy feeling and pacify his mind. He went to the porch, sat on the comfy chair and took time to stare with the beautiful moon.
He noticed the magnificent reflection of the crescent moon on the river’s surface.

“Beautiful….beautiful indeed.” He whispered.

But his rapport with the moon got cut off when he saw a familiar figure on the woods.

“What the?” changmin said with shock.

A beautiful winged lion appeared on the woods. Its wings shine and out glows the moons light. It was looking at Changmin. A look which is trying to provoke him to come and follow it as it enters the woods. Changmin stood and went to follow it. Luckily, the moonlight guided him on his way enabling him to see though with limited visibility. His focused was only on the magnificent animal.

“Hey, wait, where are you trying to take me?” Changmin inquired to the animal.

It did not answered him

“Good, as if it’s going to answer me.” Changmin stupidly said to himself.

It just continued walking and Changmin just followed not even noticing how far they have come. He’s just too fascinated with the creature more like he was blinded by its magnificence. He don’t even took notice to stop and take a rest.
Then after minutes of walking it has finally stopped and so is Changmin.
“Oh finally” changmin relieved

They stopped somewhere in the middle of the forest. There he saw a tree towering all the trees that surrounds it. Its trunk has some kind of crack but not something that man made it was naturally there. The winged lion look once again at Changmin with fierce.

Changmin wasn’t even a little bit nervous about it. He, too stared at the eyes of the lion.

“What are you trying to tell me?” Changmin asked the lion.

It did not answer. Instead the lion went towards Changmin.
Changmin didn’t even move an inch. Fear? No. He wasn’t at all.
They were now face to face.

“Wow, you’re so huge.” Changmin said with admiration.

He raised his right hand and touches the animals face admiring its beautiful existence. Then suddenly, the ground shakes and cracks are forming. The ground is splitting. Changmin is getting scared but the lion just stood there unbeatable. The ground that Changmin was standing upon split and Changmin fell. As he was falling the lion just took a stare at him.

“No!!!! Helpp!!!!” Changmin shouted

But no one else could hear him. No one else was there- just the lion and the endless pit.

6 years and going strong.....

Yup... since it will be TVXQ's anniversary this coming 26, I decided to make a simple banner.
Here it is..


I used Break Out's single cover and I made this with Adobe Photoshop...I think it's really nice for me to have this kind of output for a first timer.lol.
Feel free to use it. ^^

Another day in my life.....

Well, It just so happen that I feel like posting something again. Whoah I'm feeling typing maniac....lol.XD

It's just that I wanted to spazz about a TVXQ song that I have been listening since yesterday. Entitled "The Story Has Just Begun" from their "O Jung Ban Hap" Album.
~ Here's the video...



I really love the melody of the song. It gives a soothing feeling. A type of a song that I could listen to while travelling, sitting comfortably watching the scenery- something like that. TVXQ have once again made my day shine! Their harmonization like a wave sways me brings me in a world of endless sweetness.....and it's a feeling that only TVXQ can give me.And this is one of the reasons why I became their fan.;)And being their fan is also my biggest mistake...why? Because being a fangirl requires you to be bankrupt...lolXD. You know, buying DVD, ALBUMS and such....dang!
I only have one album of TVXQ....yah..I already posted it here.:)But still I'm really wanting to have the Best Hits Album set to be released on february....I WANT IT BADLY that I even bought a coin bank with a description "PAMBILI NG BEST HITS ALBUM NG TVXQ" lol....and I'm really determined to have it....hahah!

I think I have to cut this short again....my hands are shaking....ahahah wonder why?

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God Guide me, me family, love ones, friends and TVXQ