Confessions of a Cassiopeia

After reading post of other member of cassph on the internet about how DBSK have brought changes in their life- I decided I should "confess" too.

I know I have been very open about how I super love these guys, now let's make it a little bit more deep.

Before I was a very jolly girl, easy going, not caring about other people's feelings, VERY VAIN and SUCH A BIATCH! I'am definitely a LIAR.Why? Because I'm afraid of what other people might say about me. I'm afraid of all the negative things about me being noticed. That's why, many people are mad at me. My friends are not really "MY FRIENDS". Let say we can call my relationship with others as "PLASTIC". I always wanted to be on the spotlight, I don't want to be left behind that's why I would make other people suffer my mistakes(see, I'm such a BIATCH!). You can also say that I'm close to being a "GOLD DIGGER", very boastful and a story maker. That's why I am not able to enjoy my HIGH SCHOOL LIFE and I have only established one strong relationship of friend(up until now we are friends.)

I've always been a HOMEBODY. Rarely go outside and make "GALA".

The only escape I could go to is the INTERNET. That's the only place I can express my true self, HERE. Before there is always anime, then J drama then K drama.
After watching the movie "A millionaire's first love" I met them, TVXQ. The OST of that movie was sung by my LOVE, Jaejoongie. Then later on I discovered he was a member of TVXQ. Then I did thourough research about them, second music I heard from them was BALLOONS. I found it dorky and very funny so I decided to have a copy of it's MV in my usb. Later on, I shared it with my brother who doesn't even know a single thing about KPOP. The good thing was, he liked it. Then they also became fond of TVXQ. We watch their videos together and sing their songs TOGETHER.

The first thing that made me a fan of them is their TALENT. Their voices that intoxicates even the littlest part of me. Their voices that reached my lonely soul. Their voices that brought colors to my darkened world. Their voices that serves a signal for me that LIFE should be enjoyed. Their voices that became my escape in sadness.
Upon knowing them further, I began to discover that something have changed in me. I became confident and developed a positive thought. All things that I have been before was changed. I have acquired many friends that I can call now as " TRUE FRIENDS". But, one thins haven't changed, me being a HOME BODY.=)

It's not just their voice, but their faces and dancing skills that gives shivers to my spine whenever I see them. The only thing that I'm sad of is the fact that I don't have any single, albums or poster of them. =( But, I still support them in my own way, by PRAYERS and LOVE.

FOREVER TVXQ will remain in my heart..........=)