LET'S GET IT ON!!

DANG! Time flies by so fast! 2 more weeks and I'm going to be in school again! But unlike any other who hates being in school again-I'd super LOVE to be there again!(duh!)=)

These past few days I feel like I'm in paradise(so much like a song phrase=) ) why? simple, because I'm going to study again.=) harharhar!!!! Not just me, but all of my little brothers also.Yup! including my little brother REGGIE (cute picture)



I'm really happy for him because he could meet new friends and he could be able to act as a normal child!BANSAI!!!*raises hands up*



Also, these past few days I have been experiencing so many wonderful things. I have made great progress regarding my social life(since "that" incident with my family) this includes having to meet new friends and able to discover your true self. I'm really grateful to GOD that he guided us through all that hardships we had. I have made new discoveries that I might never had discovered before in my past lifestyle. The greatest things that I happend to stambled upon to and achieved is TVXQ and my family being "ONE".

TVXQ is a korean boy band (I have been spazzing about this for a long time here!=)) that I have discovered when I was watching " A millionaire's first love". I fell in love with it's OST and later found out that It was sung by TVXQ specifically by my LOVE Jaejoongie oppa! Eversince then, I have been their fan at heart, mind and soul(isn't this one of their song?=)) They have been my inspiration and strength, in time of darkness they have been my light and, in times of problems chasing me they have been my escape. No one could ever understand my feeling (of course if they are like me, a fellow cassiopeia, then they could.=)). Eventhough other people treat me like a weirdo for singing their song which they couldn't even understand, I'm still IN LOVE with them. Unlike other people who base their status as being a fan by the looks,well, differentiate me, I became their fan because they are GREAT ARTISTS! They have talents. They are not like others who just makes fun of themselves-who are not worthy of being IDOLIZED as artists. Although I don't have one single album of them, still I support them morally. I pray for them. Eventhough they are far from my reach and meeting them is next to impossible, my love for them will never perish. They have made a scar ( I'm happy to have their scar )on my life and forever it will never be erased. This is the first time I have been deeply affected by other people (well except from my family.) Their songs have been my healing potion, it washes away my bad feelings. My dream is to be in their concert and support them. That is the only thing that I wish I could do for them. SUPPORT.

FAMILY, my family have been reunited as "ONE". Unlike before, my family is now closer to each other. No work to hinder and no problems to wall against us. I'm so proud of my family. Though we have faced a tremendous path, out faith were not shattered and instead it became stronger. Sometimes, I even ask myself " How the heck did I manage to do that?. If I were another person I might have been as well commited suicide.How?" GOD, thank you. Thank you for supporting and guiding my family. Although we lack financially, we are full of LOVE, then it's enough.

I have met great friends and discovered that real friends are just right beside you(literally). JET2x is our landlady's granddaughter who lives just right beside our house(apartment.) She's younger than me, my dongsaeng. She's an only child and I think that makes her a little bit lonely.
Before, I feel a little bit shy being close to her because she lives a different lifestyle from me and the fact that she is the granddaughter of our landlady. But as time flies by, I gradually discovered that she is yearning for a person that could actually understand her and be close to her, like a big sister. I think she actually treats me as her UNNIE and that makes me comfortable with her because, I too, yearns for a younger sister.=) She's really childlike altough she had reach the level of being an adolescent. I really hope our relationship will always still be the same though she will be far away from me.

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Third Update about my "TOP TEN SONGS OF THE WEEK"

1. Thanks to by DBSK- Everytime I hear this song It gives me shivers. I feel like angels are floating around me. Their vocals are really AMAZING!


2. Fire by 2ne1- Okay now, these girls are really ROCKIN' MY WORLD! DANG! This is actually the first time that I got to be a fan of a GIRL BAND! DANG!


3. Kiss the Baby Sky- DBSK
4. Darkness in my eyes- DBSK - This song is very EMO. Very amazing I feel like I'm in a different world.
5. Again and Again by 2pm
6. Love in the Ice- DBSK
7. Fight the bad feeling by T max- One of BOF's Soundtracks JUNDI Hwaiting!
8. Haru haru by BIG BANG- Okay now..... I happen to LIKE LISTENING to this again.
9. RESET by Super Junior
10. Jai Ho by PUSSY CAT DOLLS- DANG! first time hearing this and I got caught instantly.I really want to watch the movie of this.